Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

first, an apology to melissa aka cui ting. i didnt mean to not go, i didnt mean for it to turn out this way okay. i wanted to go but i had to prioritise, so i guess that wasnt my first priority. but thinking back, maybe i shouldve tried a little harder, plan properly. whats done is done. dont get mad. sorryyy /:

cari, at last we managed to talk. not for long, but at least i managed to clear one portion of what i wanted to tell you. you probably told me half of yours ? yes, we need to keep that day free. i need to talk to you, bad.

why's everything getting so out of control ?
i know im not very happy whats going on.
ive been wrecking my brains, thinking of what i should do to avoid having this problem.
but nothing's coming to me.
i feel it's the best i can do.
i know ive been lying to myself.
trying to find excuses so that i can feel better.
i need to know how to settle this.
im already being me.
if this is not working, it means everyone was wrong
it means ive to change and be someone who im not.
and let me make this clear, i am not going to do that.

im trying to push myself, i think it's already to the limit.
i feel my energy dying off.
im not getting any time for myself at all.
stop giving us homework.

ran/walked in the rain with cho today. i really miss those times when we actually had so much fun together. guess the rain came at a great time. tjoe cho and i were wet. cho and i, drenched. the rain didnt even matter at all. we were laughing and having so much fun. man, those wonderful times. i just love the rain. the rain always creates these great memories. i once ran in the rain with kitty and charmain.

i love the rain.

i read something. it really meant so much to me. i read it over and over again. it was a pushing force and such a reassuring thing. man, i feel safe and protected. now there's no need to worry. i know how you think, so thats one less thing to worry about. phew~

trish, the ideal man's almost impossible to find here. it'll only happen in made-up scenes and in your dreams. why not let that man be your imaginary friend ? :D cheeries.

we need to talk. you you you and i.

let your heart out.

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